Q&A With Myself...
Today is an anniversary of sorts…
Today marks my 2nd anniversary at my current
place of employment. Over the last 2
years, I’ve had some a lot of spare time to reflect upon the career path that I’ve
chosen and what wrong turns have lead me to the cube where I sit today.
I’m not happy with
some of the choices I’ve made, but I’m not going to dwell on those – life’s too
short. Each wrong turn has led me to
something different, some new experience.
I’ve met some great people, others that aren’t so great and those who
should be forgotten, but sadly are etched upon my soul.
I’ve learned some things along the way and have laughed at
myself and others while doing whatever it is that I do. I question whether I should have become a sell
out and an ass kisser, but realize that I just don’t have what it takes. I like being able to hold my head high and
know that I’ve gotten to where I am in life by being honest – with myself and
others.
Here is an excerpt of a conversation I had with myself this
morning …
So, today is your
anniversary. How do you feel about that?
Well, it sort of sucks.
I thought I’d be at a different place in my career by now. At least the sun is shining.
Certainly not. You
know the shit we’ve put up with.
Is it the best place
you’ve worked?
Certainly not, but it could be if corporate management just
tried a little harder. Geesh!
Do you see yourself being
there in another 2 years?
Most likely, I would say yes. However, I hope not. I can’t imagine be able to withstand the
mind-numbing boredom I face on a daily basis for another 2 years.
Where would you like to see yourself
in 2 years?
The hallucinogenic side of me says - “living an
independently wealthy lifestyle on a Caribbean island”. The realistic side of me says - “bitching
and blogging about the fact that I’ve been here 4 years and have nothing to
show for it”. I’m really rooting for a
lottery win…
What do you like most
about this place?
Hmmm, the ping pong table is pretty fun and the beer keg in
the lunchroom puts a smile on my face.
What do you dislike
most about this place?
Being @$%^& bored out of my mind 99.8% of the time. I also dislike the cube dweller that occupies
the cube beside me. She’s a lazy, dumb
ass.
If you are that
unhappy, why don’t you quit?
I will in good time.
Apparently, good things come to those who wait… and wait… and wait…
Have you thought about
a career change?
Yes – every friggin day.
I’m working on a few creative ideas
right now and only time will tell where they lead. I’ll keep you posted on how they work out.
Is your boss planning
anything special for your anniversary?
God I hope not. There
is nothing more awkward than sitting through lunch, making idle chit chat with
someone that doesn’t give a rat’s ass about you (or you about them). If I could hope for something though - I
would hope for a nice severance package.
I’m thinking a meatball sub would make us feel better…
Comments
Bravo on surviving 2 years! Here's to hoping management gets their act together and you can enjoy your job... or that the wait is finally over and a wonderful new job just falls in your lap!
And don't forget to go out and buy that lottery ticket! ;o)
hugs!
~ Jennifer
Happy Anniversary...I think!!
Hang in there!
Oh and my word verification: sunke
Clearly boredom feeds a sense of humour!
i guess we're all in for a meatball sub. Delish!
At least it is Wednesday.