February is Messing With My Mind...
Normally, I take immense pleasure with turning the pages on
the calendar. There is something
exciting about turning the page to a new month. I’m not sure whether it’s the excitement of a new photo, a
clean slate or new hopes for what the upcoming month may bring. This time of year brings me even more
pleasure because with each nasty month behind me, I’m that much closer to the
seasons I love – Spring, Summer and Fall.
Today, I’m fighting the urge not to just jump ahead and flip
the page to March. Twice I’ve
started to make the move and twice I’ve stopped myself. Somehow I just can’t justify the
switch because by doing so I feel like I’m selling February short of its time
to shine. It’s a short month to
begin with and now I’m just wishing it away. I’m actually feeling guilty! I can’t believe the inner turmoil I’ve caused myself.
Stupid short month…enjoy it while you can because
soon, I’m turning you over…
Comments
So miss, do you miss your easy job? I have an interview for another job this week and I find myself afraid to leave the comfort of my low stress job for one that actually challenges me.
You need some Sun and hot sand.