Grumpy Much? Yes, Yes, I AM!!!



I don’t know a better way to explain it, but I’m feeling slightly overwhelmed by life at the moment. Perhaps it’s the fact that reality is setting in again and I’m coming to the conclusion that I’m not actually an international jet-setter, living the high life of luxury in exotic places around the globe.


Since getting back, I’m having a hard time adjusting. My sleep patterns are off, my eating patterns are off, my thought processes are off, work makes me want to jam a fork in my eye on a daily basis. In order to avoid the overwhelming urge of throwing office products, spewing profanities and screaming “you want a piece of me” at my co-workers, I have to sit in my office with the door close and try not to make eye contact when anyone walks by. It’s bad.

I have plenty to be thankful for, but I’m not feeling any love at the moment. Instead I’m feeling bitter and resentful. To what? I have no idea – I just am.

I think I need some time to regroup and get my act together, but that’s not feasible since I just had a vacation.  I’m just not myself, nor to my dismay, am I an international jet-setter. So with that said, I guess I’m just going to have to suck it up and deal with it.

Stay tuned (or else)….this too shall pass.

Comments

Beatriz said…
Yeah I've had those days too. Good luck with the rest of the week!
April 12, 2012 at 12:50 PM
raydenzel1 said…
remember
the
five
year
plan
!
April 12, 2012 at 9:42 PM
k said…
totally feeling the SAME way and pretty sure I'm stuck in this unexciting working-for-a-living life a while longer than you are...my plan is more like the 20 year plan...ha!!
April 17, 2012 at 5:20 PM
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